Lying awake at night in my cell, my mind often ponders the fate of those who have had a cross to bear. I recognize that I am not alone. Others too have suffered.
I have, of course, also have had plenty of time for reading.
Martin Goodman in his scholarly and magisterial book, " Rome and Jerusalem" writes: "But more crucially in the development of antisemitism, to gain credibility in the Roman world after 70 Christians needed to deny their own Jewishness altogether. It would have been quite possible for early Christians to have maintained a view of Judaism as another, older, relationship with God. But if Christians were to maintain their own good name and seek converts in a Roman world in which, after 70, the name of the Jews excited opprobrium, it was easier to join in the attack and agree with the pagans that the defeat of the Jews and the destruction of the Temple were to be celebrated as the will of God. Some Christians, like Augustine, made the even stronger claim that the miserable state of the Jews was testimony to the truth preached by the Church, and that it was necessary to preserve Jews in subjection, in order that observation of their parlous condition might strengthen the faithful. For Christians, as for pagan Romans, it was unthinkable for nearly two millennia, until 1948, to allow a Jewish state to rise again.
Of course the antagonism to Judaism found in many Christian writings of the second century was given a theological gloss. The Jews were those who had rejected Christ and suffered accordingly; in a more extreme form, the Jews were those who had killed him. The accusation is too familiar to readily appreciate how bizarre it is. According to the Gospels themselves, Jesus gained many Jewish followers in Jerusalem, as did his disciples after the crucifixion. It was no more (or less) true that "the Jews rejected Christ" than it was true that the other inhabitants of the Mediterranean world rejected the missionaries who came to them; in all such places, some were persuaded, others were not.
Nor was it true that the Jews as a whole had killed Jesus... What is certain is that the order to execute Jesus was given ultimately by Pontius Pilate as Roman governor but that, when he washed his hands of responsibility, he succeeded in eventually whitewashing for later Christians not just himself but the Roman imperial regime as a whole....
The Gospel of John recounts a conversation that "the Jews" had with Pontius Pilate before the death of Jesus; when he told them to judge Jesus "according to your law", they stated "it is not lawful for us to put any man to death" It is possible that the restriction on Jewish use of the death penalty applied only at the specific time of year when Jesus' trial took place, since it coincided with the pilgrim festival of the Passover."
Like me, Jesus was a Jew. And above his crucifix, the Romans sneeringly wrote "Jesus of Nazareth, King of the Jews". He was not executed as a Christian. He was executed as a Jew.
And of course, for ever and a day, the Jewish people have been blamed for his crucifixion.
A double antisemitic whammy. Just like the epithet "Nazi Israelis". One might conclude that nothing much has changed.